|| i did this earlier
its time to turn over a new leaf. definatly. new direction. new sign. yeah.
daily life has been kind of monotonous lately. i have a pretty fixed scedual at work now, and its a day schedual. this is the first summer in 2.. TWO years, that i havent done overnights. i cant believe it. ive been waiting for this for so long.. and now.... i realized..... DAYTIME SUCKS REALLY BAD A LOT SOMETIMES! ..ya dig? but yeah.. im actually getting used to it. haveing a fixed schedual is helping me to realize that every day is totally different, a few are just a little worse than others.. (have i mentioned i hate my job yet?) but yeah, i work 2-9 pretty much every day. which is a lie, because i always end up staying about 50 minutes later to cash out.. but yeah, schedualed 2-9. everyday except for wednesdays and sundays.. i get those days off.. joy.
so here's how my full day usually goes. i wake up at around 12ish, then go back to sleep every nine minuted until about 1pm. then i get out of bed, take 10 minutes or so to get myself in the shower.. cuz i get distracted easily, shower, get dressed INTO MY UNIFORM, gross, blowdry my hair, do my hair.. which is the trickiest part about getting ready, then leave for work about 10 minutes before i need to be in. then i hate my life (most of the time) for 9 hours and 50 minutes. then i go home and smoke a lil bit. it helps. then i play spider solitaire. i play it every day, not joking. and now that i have napster, yeah.. i downloaded napster one day, but now that i have it i can listen to anything i feel like. at any give moment. as long as they have it.. but sometimes the best part, is exploring music. yeah i kinda love napster at the moment. i love owning cds, but i cant aford it/dont have times to go buy them cuz the mall isnt open at 1am/dont know what i would buy anyways.. so i listen to music and play spider solitaire.. when i get bored i check myspace or something. or sometimes ill clean my room if it needs it while listening to music.. then i proceed go downstiars and eat something. watch tv. watch a movie maybe? hang out with leroy? whatever. then... at around 4am.. think about going to bed... and fall asleep at around 5 or on a particularly insomniatic night, 6 but not after playing a game on my phone to make me sleepy.. then i sleep until 12ish when i am woken up by the alarm i set the morning before. proceed to hit snooze til 12:45 the latest, and start the cycle over again. days off, i dont wake up until my body feels like it, which is after 3pm. its time for something different.. cuz its getting boring.. and school starts in a month, and i have an 8am class. time for change indeed.
thats what ive been doing for the last month or so.. its a new moon and time for a new routine. i have more money now.. i should do something. but im really saving up for my vacation during the 3rd week of august. :D paid vacation? I FUCKING HOPE SO. ive been there close to 4 years, manager for 2 1/2, i kind of deserve one after the shitty overnights i did for them. appendicitis.. fuck you. yeah. im pretty excited.
tonight i went to ashley's house. she got 2 baby albino snakes. one is "bad", one is "good".
one is really skiddish and desnt like to be held, the other one is very super friendly and loves esploring your hands and arms. she still needs to name them.
celebate ludlow is tomorrow.. i just want to see the fireworks. but i love ludlow also.. always have. even though im starting to hate everyone who eats at the ludlow mcdonalds.. i still love my very busy between 5 and 8pm little town... yup
time to eat dinner.
i really need a back massage or a chiropractor.